Family Weekend

Well, this past weekend I found it much easier to talk to family about what is going on with Lucas and what is to happen. 

Before when I was asked about it I was a little reluctant to speak about it just because I didn't feel right about my decision, and maybe possibly I was in a little bit of a denial!  So this weekend any time I would be asked when or what would be happening I have been able to tell people with ease and not have to worry about anything.  Like are you gonna judge me about my decision for my child, because I have had comments about my decision to have the surgery done.  When that happens I feel like all I have done for worrying or stressing and the nights I have sat up thinking about it have been for nothing.

Maybe the fact that being around my family has helped me to make the decision to just speak openly about it and not worry about it because once you worry your life no longer has they joy you need to make it through such a rough patch with ease.

So here's to making my road a little smoother, and less rocky, to all my family and friends, you are the greatest and I couldn't do this without your support!!  Till next time, Read up on what craniosynostosis is and then you too, may have a better idea what I'm going through!!