Today is August 14th and Lucas' surgery is exactly a month away. to be honest I'm not sure how I am feeling about that. I could be feeling more around the fact that I am now back to work and that the boys are not themselves. But that will come in time as its a huge change for them as well as me, because they don't have Mommy for a few hours a day and they are at day care, and now tomorrow night is my first night shifts and it will be the first time Mommy is away from them for the night. Poor Daddy!!!
Despite all that, over the next month, I don't really have much time to think about all that stuff because if I'm not working I have so much other stuff to do. Like 2 weddings on the 2 weekends I have off now, another doctors appointment for Lucas with his family practitioner, and I still have to get an appointment day for going to Canadian blood services to donate blood for Lucas. All of this on top of a full time 12h shift work schedule. My 31 days is cut to 14 full days with the boys but some of those days are also days for travelling. Three will be travelling to the Island, 2 travelling back home, and another for travelling to Toronto, so that's 9 days together. Subtract another for the day I have to go to Sudbury, when ever that may be!! Then the 2 wedding days and I'm down to 6 days for me and my boys!! That sure don't seem like enough cuddle time!!
Now for some prayers that what ever this sore throat/fever thing I had last week doesn't make its way through the house, or touch Lucas at that, so he can have surgery in 31 days. Here's hoping, I honestly feel like I need a drink!!! Well at least I have 2 weddings I can celebrate with a drink!! I'll write more when (if) I have time.
one last little quote that is running through my brain tonight:
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